October 5, 2010


ME + me: Whores of Reason

Dedicated to Ms. Ellen Goudsmit, doctor of clinical psychology.

   "Get thee to a nunn'ry...
       Hamlet Act 3, scene 1


1. Introduction
Whores of Reason
3. Notes

1. Introduction

I keep being unwell, but for today there is a new translation of an item in the series I published in 'Spiegeloog' in 1988-1989, through which Ms. Goudsmit became known to me, very probably because of the text that follows below.

Meanwhile, Ms. Goudsmit has harassed me a second time, which suggests to me that she loves living dangerously, which is a desire I can and will contribute to, since I do not wish to be calumniated by her, nor intentionally misrepresented as if she does not know that she knows my texts since 1988 at the latest, and probably since 1981, since we then both studied at the UvA, so far as I know, and I had some local fame (infamy) there as 'a student leader' - see below for a little more.

Here are the links to previous texts of mine about this doctor of clinical psychology, that should be of interest both to people with ME and to people interested in freedom of speech:

and here is the no doubt intentionally "apology" published yesterday, that I will treat later in more detail, because I take grave offense at being intentionally gravely offended by such a one as Ms. Goudsmit has turned out to be

Ms. Goudsmit knows this since 2002 at the latest, and probably much earlier, and also knows - or should know: I can not look inside her mind, and find her prose very confused and confusing - that my "excellent degree" was mentioned in the (to me) very unsatisfactory e-mail correspondence I had with her last November, when I politely and friendly inquired why she had not even mentioned professor Malcolm Hooper, Margaret Williams and Hillary Johnson on David Axford's site, on which she regularly wrote for years, and on which I had to depend till July 2009 for information about ME/CFS, since till then I had a slow and badly working telephone modem. (See in this connection - the moral duties of a scientist - my Williams vs White + Feynman vs Wessely, again something Ms. Goudsmit insists you should beware of.)

Ms. Goudsmit also knows since 2002 at the latest - it is on my site that she claims to know; and I also mentioned it in my letters and mails to her and to her associate David Axford over the years - that I have been threatened for nearly 4 years by Amsterdam drugs-mafiosi with special permit by the mayor of Amsterdam, drs. Ed van Thijn, to deal in soft drugs in these terms

"If you do anything we don't like, we will murder you."

The Amsterdam municipal police laughed in my face when I dared complain, and told me, knowing full well I was an invalid and could not flee

"If you do not love Amsterdam,
you can fuck off to a foreign country!"
(Brigadier Lammert Takens, Amsterdam municipal police, summer of 1991)

Knowing she knows all this, very probably knowing from David Axford that I had mailed him with the friendly inquiry what had gotten into her, which no doubt caused the above fake "apology", she complained on the same day on another ME Facebook site, in a text and a thread that were since removed because members of that forum complained about her, that, speaking for herself, as ever unclearly and without any evidence or specification, that

"I was threatened. Before. Boy, was I threatened."

That is not nice,  but Ms. Goudsmit threatened others on those Facebook-forums that she would go to the police and have them prosecuted for "harassment", for no other reason that I can see than that they criticized her, quite politely also, if not full of personal admiration for her, and indeed she did go to the police repeatedly, and had people prosecuted for the offense of criticizing her, perhaps in unfriendly terms, but without any threats, menaces, defamations or calumny.

As I indicated, Ms. Goudsmit knows of my site since 2002 at the latest; pretends that she is perfectly fit to judge it: "" and pretends that she knows all about drugs in Amsterdam, or at least much more than I do (who was the boss in a very large Amsterdam coffee-shop, exploited by a youth-foundation, that indeed did not threaten the neighbours, for example, and did not deal in hard drugs) since she wrote that  

Beware of this site. If you read the home page, he make claims about the mayors of Amsterdam and if you're from that city, you will not recognise what he writes.

So I would like to know e.g. the following:

Was Ms. Goudsmit threatened like I was - over a course of nearly 4 years, repeatedly, because no one helped me, from 1988-1992 - by drugsdealers on the ground floor of the place she lives, with permission to deal illegal drugs above the signature of the mayor on their shopwindow, after having tried to gas me, and with threats like these

"we will murder you if you do anything we don't like",

uttered with menaces and with physical pulling and pushing, by evident drugsdealers, one of whom was later arrested with 2 kilos of heroine and one of cocaine, or the other way around, very close to his shop also, and indeed by armed persons, also with two or three Doberman Pinchers?!

But OK: Ms Goudsmit writes - knowing my site, having judged my site and my person as false, dishonest, and incompetent by direct implication, for reasons that must be hidden deep in Ms. Goudsmit's psyche:

"I was threatened. Before. Boy, was I threatened."

Did the London police tell her smilingly, as the Amsterdam police told me, that I could fuck off to another country if I didn't like it in Amsterdam, knowing full well I was an invalid, and couldn't flee?!

I do not believe Ms. Goudsmit was ever threatened that way.

I was, repeatedly, over the course of four years, while at the same time the Amsterdam Chief of Security and Order, Ms. Mr. Sarucco, who I had succeeded in reaching by phone - with much trouble - after the Amsterdam municipal police had tens of times refused to come to even inspect the case and the drugsdealers, simply left me to my pain, my suffering and to the threats of the drugsdealers as if my parents and grandparents had been in the Dutch and Amsterdam Resistance - as both Ms. Sarucco and Ms. Goudsmit knew, and as Ms. Goudsmit has been able to read on my site since 2002 - to be threatened by drugsdealers while one is an invalid and cannot flee, and all of Amsterdam's bureaucracy refused to lift a finger to maintain the Dutch law or investigate my complaints and allegations, as I was also repeatedly denied the right by the municipal police to even make a formal complaint against the drugsdealers they know threatened me with murder.

Now Ms. Goudsmit has complained against me that "the worst thing that happened in Amsterdam" in the past decades - indeed after intimating I must be lying or insane as regards the true situation of drugs in Amsterdam, as she can see with divine clarity from her own laptop near London - was... "that the trams were changed".

Personally, I find that pretty sick, precisely in Wessely's and White's and Sharpe's ways: These persons get huge kicks from offending people covered by their personal authority as "doctors of med or psy".

And I find that the more sick since Ms. Goudsmit knows and insisted she knows from my site - that she can read since 2002 at the latest, and that she pretends to have read and to be able to judge as very inferior - that my father and grandfather were in the Amsterdam and Dutch Resistance in WW II, co-organizing the February-Strike, and were convicted to concentration-camp imprisonment for that, which my grandfather did not survive.

Anyway... I will return to this topic on this place soon, and now turn to something else Ms. Goudsmit knows since 1988 but does not want others to read: !!HEALTH WARNING!! !!"BEWARE OF THIS SITE"!!: Something I published in December 1988 in the monthly for students and staff at the Faculty of Psychology of the University of Amsterdam, after I had been removed in July of that year by the Board of Directors of the UvA, briefly before taking my M.A. in philosophy, because of my asking publicly, as invited speaker in the Faculty of Philosophy, 39 Questions - which removal (and note please that I am the only student removed for his opinions since WW II ended in Holland) in fact moved me to finish my M.A. in psychology instead, since I already had a B.A. in that, and although I had learned also this was very badly taught at the UvA (to me, to all others, and to Ms. Goudsmit) and that besides psychology is for the most part, and especially in the form of "clinical psuchology" not a real science but a pseudo-science.

2. Whores of Reason

So here goes for something Ms. Goudsmit insists you shouldn't read:

Whores of Reason

"If we believe in absurdities,
we shall commit atrocities
(Voltaire, en Anglais).

All reasoning is based on assumptions. So let me begin with some assumptions about you, reader: You are a serious and interested student, who would like to know a lot about psychology, and desires to specialize in this science. You (or your family) is making significant economic sacrifices for this, and you yourself invests literally at least 6 years of your life to achieve this goal - that is, to become a competent, scientifically capable psychologists, who is capable of doing good scientific research and of helping people with psychological problems. During those six years of study - that you could have spent with a higher income and without any obligations on welfare - you are dependent on the whims and vagaries of your teachers, for whom you are supposed to work without payment other than course points for passed examinations, while your academic teachers, although they pretend to treat you as their equals, receive 8 to 10 times as much money as you receive from your loan or grant.

None of this would be bad if two basic conditions would have been satisfied: 1. That you will receive a sound scientific education, because 2. your high-paid teachers are on average hard-working, competent and enthusiastic researchers and teachers of science, and are otherwise honest people. But neither is the case.

is the case, and why, is too complicated to explain in one piece of a few pages, but I will provide here are some considerations that may help you to fairly estimate the education you receive [in this university] in its full worthlessness:

I think that you and I are being deliberately deceived in the University of Amsterdam; that the scientific training that you receive has no real scientific merit; that the examinations are usually awfully bad; that the lectures and are horribly boring and uninspired, and are presented in bad Dutch; that the books you are obliged to read are usually bad or are mediocre at best; that you are entitled to good syllabi and abstracts provided by your teachersm [which you get from none]; that the practical courses are exceptionally bad, designed without any inspiration and implemented awfully; and that, in brief, your lecturers and professors usually are didactical disasters who - deservedly - have no scientific reputation (outside the Netherlands) and do not publish anything of value; and for the rest are exceptionally lazy, unmotivated and boorishly impolite (the last time in case you have any criticism).

What I said In the preceding paragraph I have been saying [and writing, in public] since 11 years; I'm 38, I have studied philosophy, psychology and did Scandinavian Studies at the University of Amsterdam, and the reason
that you may never have read this is that I suffer since 10 years from a rare muscular disease, while I have also had had to go to court for about 6 years, because  the Executive Board of the University of Amsterdam refused to provide me the rights that I do have in Dutch law [as the court eventually agreed with me]. I also have set up a student movement that was represented in the University Parliament (Dutrch: Universiteits-raad = UR) for some years. In the fall '82, I wrote the following address to the University Parliament that I reproduce below almost literally, since it is still topiical while it also clarifies the background of my views.

I. Some reasons of principle why there no (further) financial cuts should be made on science education and study grants.

science as a cultural foundation: In at least two meanings of the word "scientific" we live in a scientific society: Our prosperity and our environment are largely the products of centuries of research, while a lot of what we call "high civilization" is based on standards for reasonable discussion, empirical research and rational behavior that form a part or an extension of scientific methods.

Science is of fundamental importance our society: Apart from a number of political factors, our current level of prosperity based on an age of scientific research been made as knowledge, culture and technology and (until very recently) existing high (preparatory) scientific this knowledge and culture training to apply and expand.
Science is fundamental to our culture: Scientific reasoning methods are our only means to adequately understand and explain reality, and to rationally criticize senseless political ideologies, derailed religions and other forms of superstitions.

And finally science provides us with the tools to alleviate human suffering - and it is a bitter and tragic truth about our time that, while there exist for the first time in the history of human civilization, the knowledge and methods to alleviate global hunger, disease, environmental pollution and to eliminate these for the most part, only a very small part of these existing scientific possibilities are used.

Therefore there should be no (further) cutbacks on science and education - since after all:

  • The Netherlands live economically by science and by scientific education. Only by ensuring that Dutch society remains competitive with other highly developed countries in terms of science and by scientific education can it be assured that the Netherlands will remain prosperous.
  • A large part of our civilization is based on science and good (preparatory) academic education (see Section 1). A society can only maintain its high level of civilization by providing the largest possible proportion of its population with  the highest possible training. Whoever makes cutbacks on science and scientific education garrottes civilization.
  • Our society is based on an ideal that is also reflected in the Declaration of Human Rights (which is part of the Dutch law): Whoever has the abiilities and interests for higher education should get the chance of following higher education

Then, students and budget cuts: The Minister of Education still seems to intend that the current system of grants and study loans will be abolished and instead students will be given fl 3500, - annually and be forced to live on loans for the rest of the money to be able to survive. The result will be that almost only children of wealthy parents will be able to study in Holland, and the Netherlands will act  contrary to Article 26.1 of the Human Rights act ("Higher education shall be equally accessible to all on the basis of merit. ") Every student should ne entitled to welfare, both in terms of social justice and because studying is socially important, since presently doing nothing at all in the dole is financially better paid than studying all day to pass university exams.

II. Evaluation of the University of Amsterdam

The above was quoted from something I wrote six years ago, and presented to the University Parliament.
All three proposals were voted upon in November 1982 and received one vote, viz. that of my group (the New Amsterdam Student Association, defunct since 1984 defunct due to the lack of student interest in a good scientific education). If that parliament had been more sensible six years ago, then maybe the government's educational policies might have been  less nonsensical and damaging than they were. But the members of the University Parliament of the UvA did not want to react reasonably, six years ago. On the contraryL What the
the University Parliament wanted was "socially relevant education", "gay studies", "feminism", and politicized "science" specially tailored, the Five Year Developmental Plan of the UvA declared, to benefit "the trade union movement, the women's movement, the environmental movement", other leftist pressure groups in the Netherlands: From 1982 to 1987, during a whole generation of students, this was the Development Plan in terms of which the University of Amsterdam was governed.

Now [in 1988] the Executive Board that the University of Amsterdam suddenly wants "a technological university" , and now the Executive Board suddenly claims that the kind of things that I proposed six years ago to the UR. That turnaround of 180 degrees means that:

Either a whole student generation at the UvA has been defrauded with utterly worthless and totally mistakenly oriented ill governned "education", or else the next student generation the UvA, will be defrauded by denying them the blessings of

"socially relevant education mainly for the benefit of the trade union's movement, the women's movement and the environment's movement"

Or else it means that the entire Board the University of Amsterdam, the Executive Board, the University Parliament, and the boards and councils of faculties of the university provide pseudo-government on the basis of empty and impracticabler slogans

Clearly, I hold the latter is true. It is a deliberate scam in exactly the same sense as the treachery of the priestly caste, that has deceived and parasited upon mankind for ages: In that sense, the UvA intellectuals, in terms of the Swedish leftist intellectual J. Myrdal, predominantly consisted of "whores of reason", who abused their ever so tiny little bit of talent that they have for careerism and parasiting - except that at a whore least gives that for which she was paind, whereas the professors and lectures of the UvA are3 predominantly focused on not doing that for which they are paid.

To make more clear why I think so, and why I think I have been scammed at the University of Amsterdam (wherefore I remigrated to Holland, as to receive a good education, rather than the scam I and my generation of students were subjected to), and why I think that the entire teaching staff and the entire management of the University of Amsterdam is responsible for this utter scam, here follows an extended quotation from a letter of mine to the Executive Board of the University of Amsterdam.

Quality of education
Lectures: I have attended dozens and dozens of lectures and workgroups in different faculties given by dozens of lecturers and professors (usually partial, given the quality). With exactly ONE exception they were invariably bad: Poorly presented, poorly prepared, in bad Dutch, without any enthusiasm or apparent interest or special expertise in the subject, almost never accompanied by good lecture notes or summaries from the treated books prepared by the lecturers, and never inspiring, whereas the books in use, with a few exceptions, were poor to mediocre at best.

Moreover, the average quality and interest of the students, whose own  contributions are expected in working groups, was normally low, usually due to  factors beyond their control, such as the poor pre-university education that they had received, which led to difficulties in the use of foreign
texts (no French, no German) or with texts that included some mathematics.

Students: The qualities of the students were tested almost exclusively by almost invariably poor multiple-choice exams. Nothing was done in the UvA about the bad pre-university education, although this was urgently needed in the areas of foreign languages, mathematics and general knowledge.

Research into the quality of M.A.-theses written at the UvA, that constitutes excellent material to base a valid judgement about the qualities of training and teaching and the level of knowledge and skills provided by a course of education in the UvA, to my knowledge never happened.

Lecturers and professors: Your lecturers and professors are living in a parasites paradise: Nobody controls them, supposedly "because nobody has the qualities required to do so"; they do not have to satisfy any criterions of quality of any kind; and their salaries are extremely high, as are the status and privileges.

The result is that the vast majority of your lecturers and professors provide bad and lazy lectures, and do virtually no scientific work of any significance.

The COWO, the institute of the University of Amsterdan that is supposed to measure the quality of education and research, told me in 1982 that it would do no research concerning the qualities of the lecturers and professors, "because this only would give rise to large quarrel". The received cant at the University of Amsterdam, that has been publicly expressed by the Executive Board many dozens of times is that

"scientific qualities can not be objectively determined".

The truth is that this holds only if these qualities are not there.

And yes, there are some dedicated and competent lecturers and professors, but they constitute a very small minority, who  fear for their jobs and therefore keep their mouths shut about the surrounding mess, flee (Mr Spits, statistics), or are bullied away (Prof. van de Grind, physiology). (Compare also the brave, competent and gifted UvA-teacher Rentes de Carvalho, in a long interview in the Folia Civitatis [the weekly of the UvA] of September 9 last: This man speaks the truth about the University of Amsterdam, and does so based on 24 years experience).

Contents of the education: A large part of the education you receive in the UvA has little to do with science and has everything to do with political  superstitions: you are studying in a faculty that is still dominated by the political folklore from the 1960's.

This leads to totalitarian education, in which university lecturers try to convince students of the more blatant nonsense, such as "truth does not exist", which is highly useful argues for feminists and the ASVA, but comes straight from the pen of Mao; "science and rational thought are morally irresponsible", because the mentally retarded abhor everything that conflicts with their prejudices, and "all standards are culturally relative", which makes it very easy for one to do as one damned well pleases without listening to arguments.

Finally: Anyone who studied in the past 15 years at the UvA in a softish "science" has been defrauded and scammed. As a student, you are also in a hopeless position to do something about it(and as I* said: I have had to go throught three years of litigation against the UvA about something I was clearly right about): Your teachers are in majority corrupt, incompetent, and dishonest - but they all are entrenched on the softest cushions that are on offer in The Netherlands, and only governmental measures can remove them before their official retirement [since all university lecturers and professors are civil servants in The Netherlands, and civil servants have only rights and no duties, no personal responsiblilty and no personal accountability in Dutch practice since the 1960's].

My advice to all scientifically interested and talented students is this: Try to do all you can to study abroad (eg USA, England or Scandinavia). Here you are ripped off by corrupt incompetents, and although you can very easily get a degree, the content is worth virtually nothing - by which both you and society are seriously harmed if you do not do anything about it yourself.

Maarten Maartensz
26 september 1988

3. Notes

The notes to the above - which you do need, I agree, if you are not Dutch, to be able to understand all of it - have to be made later, in view of my lousy health.

P.S. And there it stands for the moment, and corrections - very probably needed - must be made later, what with my healthm as I will add the translations I made later of my Spiegeloog-colums to the ME in Amsterdam directory later as well.

Also, there probably will be more on Ms. Goudsmit on this place, where I shall avail myself of the whole repertory of the Dutch and English satirists to make my points. This should give some people something to look forward to with gladness, since I have been assured many times that I can do that well and amusingly.

Indeed, one of my prime subjects will be the pseudo-science of clinical psychology ms. dr. Goudsmit believes herself to excel in and that she seems to pretend to others - "laymen and laywomen" - gives her a special insight in the psyche of others. I shall invite her - I do it herewith - to an extended discussion about her "science" with me, seeing that she admitted, after repeated prodding, that in fact I do have an M.A. in it, and as it happens a better than she could achieve, in all probability (*), whereas I also have relevant degrees and knowledge in philosophy, where I had hoped to become a philosopher of science, until I was removed from the University of Amsterdam for speaking the truth, at a time the whole notion of truth was decried at the UvA as "fascist" or "an illusion" while professors lectured publicly that "everyone knows that truth does not exist", just as Orwell foretold in 1984 and Mao insisted.

Well... I went to the same university and the same faculty at the same time as Ms. Goudsmit did, and got the same lectures, read the same books, had the same professors, and did the same examinations as Ms. Goudsmit did in Amsterdam, for my B.A. in this "science", at least, or if these items differ, the relevant difference is very small. And as I argued above, in "Whores of Reason", the education Ms. Goudsmit and I got was awful, but since I graduated with the best possible marks, and an average of 9.3 on a scale of 10, I can fairly probably conclude that I did better, in formal terms, in the educational courses in psychology that Ms. Goudsmit takes so much pride in to have taken, than she did.

I should also note what most Dutchmen know, but foreigners don't:

While I was one of the very few who dared to cry "Wolf!" when the schools and universities in Holland were effectively ruined between 1965 and 1995, in 2008 the Parliamentary Investigatory Comittee Dijsselbloem investigated the state of Dutch education, and concluded in a long report that it was horrible, while most really intelligent Dutchmen, such as W.F. Hermans, Jan Blokker and Gerrit Komrij indeed also have protested in writing against the ridiculous and very dangerous levelling of all education in Holland between 1965 and 1995. They also did this to no avail, except for the small satisfaction, for Blokker and Komrij at least, since W.F. Hermans died in 1995, that they had been right all the time, even according to a Dutch Parliamentary Investigatory Comittee. (Dutch readers: See "Het verraad van mijn generatie" and the files that follow it.)

My reason to mention this here, as a matter of fact, is that I must fear that if I don't Ms. Goudsmit will write on some Facebook-site that I am the only one who thinks so in Holland, or whatever: No, and she knows it since 1989 at the latest, and indeed never saw any reason to protest against my writings before, whereas she should have, if she thinks my ideas are so bad as to need the warning "BEWARE OF THIS SITE"  - which I shall take as strong evidence that she knows I am right but doesn't want others to read my prose.

It may be I have to stop Nederlog for a while. The reason is that I am physically not well at all. I don't know yet, but if there is no Nederlog, now you know the reason.


As to ME/CFS (that I prefer to call ME):

1. Anthony Komaroff

Ten discoveries about the biology of CFS (pdf)

3. Hillary Johnson

The Why

4. Consensus (many M.D.s) Canadian Consensus Government Report on ME (pdf)
5. Eleanor Stein

Clinical Guidelines for Psychiatrists (pdf)

6. William Clifford The Ethics of Belief
7. Paul Lutus

Is Psychology a Science?

8. Malcolm Hooper Magical Medicine (pdf)

Short descriptions:

1. Ten reasons why ME/CFS is a real disease by a professor of medicine of Harvard.
2. Long essay by a professor emeritus of medical chemistry about maltreatment of ME.
3. Explanation of what's happening around ME by an investigative journalist.
4. Report to Canadian Government on ME, by many medical experts.
5. Advice to psychiatrist by a psychiatrist who understands ME is an organic disease
6. English mathematical genius on one's responsibilities in the matter of one's beliefs:
   "it is wrong always, everywhere, and for anyone, to believe anything upon
     insufficient evidence
7. A space- and computer-scientist takes a look at psychology.
8. Malcolm Hooper puts things together status 2010.

    "Ah me! alas, pain, pain ever, forever!

No change, no pause, no hope! Yet I endure.
I ask the Earth, have not the mountains felt?
I ask yon Heaven, the all-beholding Sun,
Has it not seen? The Sea, in storm or calm,
Heaven's ever-changing Shadow, spread below,
Have its deaf waves not heard my agony?
Ah me! alas, pain, pain ever, forever!
     - (Shelley, "Prometheus Unbound") 

    "It was from this time that I developed my way of judging the Chinese by dividing them into two kinds: one humane and one not. "
     - (Jung Chang)


See also: ME -Documentation and ME - Resources

P.P.S. ME - Resources needs is a Work In Progress that hasn't progressed today.

(*) It's true nobody is responsible for his or her lack of talents, and I don't blame people for being less or otherwise gifted than I am. But then I did not abuse my talents to make a career based on lies or dimness, and pretenses that one knows all manner of things one can know and should know one in fact does not at all know. As do most psychologists and psychotherapists I know of.

Maarten Maartensz

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