2. I've got a TIA on July 5
This is a
Nederlog of Sunday,
This is not a crisis
log and will explain why I stop with crisis logs though I will continue
with Nederlogs if and when I am considerably fitter.
2. I've got a TIA on July 5
Here is my
description of a TIA
in e-mail from July 7 (which I did not know then):
And this turned out to be a TIA.
For more see the last link.
Now for the strange
affliction I had on July 5 (and to some extent still: I slept 4 hours
in the last 55 hours in spite of being very tired). It started on 14.25
on Friday, when I had not done anything special, but suddenly felt
faint. That has happened a couple of times before, and what I do then
is go to bed for 1/4 or 1/2 of an hour, after which it has mostly gone.
But not Friday. Instead what happened was that I was 4 hours quite
faint and also could hardly move for 4 hours: I could not use the left
side of me at all, and could only move a small bit with my right side,
but not - even - enough to move from my left side to my right side,
however much I tried. Also, for 4 hours I was panting. After 4 hours
this subsided, and I could move - after a while - to my right side, and
even could get up, which was quite necessary, for the tortellinis I was
starting to cook immediately before I felt very faint had been cooking
for 4 hours (ordinarily ready after 17 minutes) and the room and the
kitchen were full of smoke. I was rather happy, for that was all, but
in other circumstances I might have died simply because I hardly could
move for 4 hours and there might have been a fire.
Since then I am a bit
normal (also my mind) but it has been impossible to sleep more than 4
hours in the last 55 hours.
In fact, I am relatively well, for I don't have any of the several
things I might have had, except that I slept between 2 and 3 hours a
night since July 5, until last night, when I slept 6 1/2 hours.
It will probably take a week to undo my lack of sleep, and the week
after that I will see a cardiologist (the diagnosis was made on July 12
by my GP).
After that I have to see what I can do, but I decided anyway to stop
the Crisis series.
More later, though probably not in July.
end of 2015 that
xs4all.nl is systematically
ruining my site by NOT updating it within a few seconds,
as it did between 1996 and 2015, but by updating it between
two to seven days later, that is, if I am lucky.
claimed that my site was wrongly named in html: A lie.
They have claimed that my operating system was out of date: A lie.
just don't care for my site, my interests, my values or my
ideas. They have behaved now for 3 years
as if they are the
eagerly willing instruments of the US's secret services, which I
from now on suppose they are (for truth is dead in Holland).
two reasons I remain with xs4all is that my site has been
there since 1996, and I have no reasons whatsoever to suppose that any
other Dutch provider is any better (!!).