ME + me :
Conversation with Miss Mr. Maureen Sarucco
Chief Order and Security
is a FACT that I have spoken to you on July 8 that the Municipal Amsterdam
Police, as personified in head agent Lammert Takens 
has told me, and that is
simply the FACTUAL governance during SIX years, about which I have been in court
for 3 years, that the Municipal Amsterdam Police will do "NOTHING AT ALL" to
protect my life.
is an insane asylum run by the inmates."
"If mankind had wished for what is right, they might have had it
long ago. The theory is plain enough; but they are prone to mischief,
'to every good work reprobate.'"
Hazlitt + Heidelberger
was from this time that I developed my way of judging the Chinese by
dividing them into two kinds: one humane and one not. It took an upheaval
like the Cultural Revolution to bring out these characteristics in people
Chang, "Wild Swans", p.454)
I am still not well at all etc. as
before but it is a bit cooler and I have meanwhile seen that the
Nederlog of July 14, written very fast while I was very tired and in
considerable pain, has many typos and quite a few missing links -
and indeed I made the end of it while being very weak.
There will be an update soon, with more pictures, more links and
less typos, but I first have to translate the phone conversation I
had with my Amsterdam personal torturer for the mafia,
ms.mr. Maureen Sarucco, still
Chief Security Officer of the Proud Capital of Karreman's Moral
And indeed I have done so, as yet without notes, but clear enough -
and therefore I exchange files: This file comes in place of the
old 14 of July file, that gets promoted with many more links and
some more pictures, now with a proper explanation to 15 July 2010.
Conversation with Amsterdam Municipal Chief Order and Security
Miss Mr. Maureen Sarucco
Miss mr. Sarucco busy lying during the Bijlmerramp-inquiry
Note for foreigners:
This conversation - in Dutch -
is and has been known to Mayor and Aldermen of Amsterdam since August 1991.
It also was made under my real family name, and both Miss Sarucco and
Mayor and Aldermen of Amsterdam knew and know perfectly well who I am;
who my father was; who my mother was;
who my grandfather was (all members of Amsterdam and Dutch Resistance in WW
II) and where to find me or have me found by any of Miss mr. Maureen
Sarucco's many (armed) friends.
Also, the "mr" in "miss
mr. Maureen Sarucco": This means "master" which is the Dutch title
lawyers have gotten assigned to themselves, including the privilege of
fronting this title (a mere B.A. or M.A. at best in "the science" of law)
before any other academic title except that of professor. This is also why I
refer to "prof. mr.dr. Job Cohen" in the terms I do: He once taught law
in the University of Maastricht, and hence has the right to call himself
"professor" for life in Holland; he finished a degree in law, whence the
"mr.", after which he wrote a thesis for a doctorate in law (Ph.D.) whence the
Prof. mr.dr. Job Cohen, mayor
of Amsterdam from 2000-2010, for ten years refused to answer my letters, my
mails, or my site; refused to receive me and refused to phone me: He did
everything to drive me to suicide he could do, knowing I was very depressed
and am in continuous pain, by denying me all care, any and all help; all
answers to my non-trivial letters or mails to all Amsterdam bureaucrats; and
denied me the possibility of taking the doctorate,
while his personal assistants
Joke Dierdorp and Astrid Blok clearly tried to drive me to suicide in 2000.
(The evidence is under the link in Dutch, and known to these fascist terrorist
creeps since 2002, when I put it on line.)
In the almost 20 years since
this conversation - which Miss Mrs. Sarucco will now legally insist is too old
in law to be treated in law, if she doesn't have me disappeared or "get an
accident" - in and around Amsterdam between
20 x (25 to 50 billion)= 500 to 1000 billion euroos
have been turned over, with
unknown but very large profit margins, and not a cent paid in any taxes.
The reason for the wide margin
of uncertainty is that absolutely nobody of any standing in Holland
ever has taken the trouble to investigate precisely how much, for which
reason all sources mentioning amounts either quote the
Traa Report of 1995 (and I now suppose parliamentarian's Van Traa
mortal "accident" soon after the report was published was not an "accident"
but a very clear public warning) or else a Mr. Augustus de Loor (now as in
1995) who is a private individual who likes to smoke joints and is interested
in assembling facts and opinions related to drugs in Holland. (*)
ALL other Dutchmen -
journalists, politicians, police officers, judges, district attorneys,
ombudsmen a.s.o. = studiously have ever avoided investigating anythting
relating to drugs, but were valiant in spreading lies, all of which served to
extend the factual situation since 40 years now in Holland:
Mafiosi can get permissions
from mayors in Holland to deal in soft drugs in cafe-like places called
"coffee-shops", without anyone ever controlling what they sell, how much they
sell, whom they sell it to, what profits they make, or what they do with their
This is called "de gedoog
beleid" or in English "the tolerance policy" and has found massive praise
under Dutch parliamentarians and Amsterdam City Council members, because it is
so very "tolerant".
All of the same
speakers always have been against legalization of drugs (allowing taxation and
control of quality, among other things) because then they say this is "much
Meanwhile, year after year
after year after year the tax-free billions have streamed into Amsterdam and
Dutch economy, corrupting many policemen and district attorneys (presently
parliamentarians) and earning billions for "Real Estate Professionals".
So what happens to the
gigantic yearly profits is meanwhile clear enough: Many billions - all the 500
to 1000 billion euroos are completely untaxed and uncontrolled - are invested
in Dutch and other real estate; and part of the rest goes to pay either the
very best Dutch lawyers to defend their interests or those of their willing
executioners, or indeed goes into settlement by murder, of which over the last
15 years there have been, thanks especially to miss mr. Maureen Sarucco and
prof. mr.dr. Job Cohen, have been very many, and such that hardly anyone ever
gets solved or indeed properly investigated.
Finally, the polite Dutch for
"Madam" is "Mevrouw", which translates as Mrs. I called miss Sarucco thus,
because I normally speak polite Dutch, and she did not tell me what I
meanwhile established, namely that she has never been married. From the Dutch
subtext I read, I infer that Miss Mr. Maureen Sarucco in fact is a butch dyke,
which indeed is precisely the kind of person - black and homosexual - that was
virtually guaranteed promotion to the highest functions immediately in
especially Amsterdam from 1980-2002, because it then was the fashion to make
up to private individuals of a certain background, especially when these
private individuals of a certain background where members of the Dutch Labour
Party, ALL of the pain and harm done to ALL the people with
their background: Real Dutch Justice at its most noble.
Thus, one of the reasons why
Miss Mr. Maureen Sarucco, of the very same background as very many Amsterdam
dealers, namely from Surinam (which will always allow her to say: "I had to
give in to the mafia, or my dear little nephew would have been tortured"), got
promoted to Amsterdam's Chief Security Officer and stayed there for over 20
years is that she has three Amsterdam perfections, besides a Labour Party
membership: Black, Female and Gay,
therefore most eminently fit to receive in her
person all the benefits denied to her three repressed kinds for ages.
This is Dutch morality at its
finest and most refined, and has been practised since around 1980 on a large scale, whence many
gay professors, gay and female top bureaucrats (especially in Amsterdam) etc.
Conversation on Thursday August 8, 1991, ca. 16,30
This is a completely correct
verbal transcript of the conversation between mrs. mr. M. Sarucco, Chief of the
Department of Order and Security of the City of Amsterdam, and M. Maartensz.
I presuppose as known both
of my written complaints + all their addendums from
December 1990 and
addressed to Mayor and Alderman of Amsterdam.
MM: Yes, good afternoon. Maartensz speaking.
Ms. Mr. S: Helloooooo Mister Werner!
MM: (Guffaws): No, es ist nicht Werner. (German: "it is not Werner"). It is
- Not to be treated like that, in the first place. In the second place
because, as I have been telling you for 3 or 4 months now, I am in a rather
impossible situation and my human rights, Mrs. Sarruco, and also my civil
rights, and I may suppose also the international treaties that Holland made
about for example torture are simply being ignored as if they should be ignored
by Amsterdam civil servants and I want to see something done about that...
- Ms. Mr. S:
... I do understand that you are not responsible for that, but I also do
understand, Mrs. Sarucco, and that seems to be a small misunderstanding on your
part, that I no longer believe that I live in a state of law.
- Ms. Mr. S:
And that means, mrs. Sarucco, that I am forced
- Ms. Mr. S:
...absolutely forced, if I want to get returned anything for my ruined life in
this Dutch society, that I have to go to court , as long as the City of Amsterdam
does not intend to pay damages to me
- Ms. Mr. S:
- And that means that I have to make it clear to you... 
- No mister Maartensz. You have made this clear already ten times to me...
But why then don't you do anything, mrs. Saruccco? 
- Ms. Mr. S:
.... and I have you, I have, boyo, you (raising voice)... u ask for action of me
that is not on mine, that not is on my, that is not on my way. 
- MM :
- Ms. Mr. S:
I have, I have... if you have a claim of damages...(cannot be understood
(Loud but calming) Wait a bit. Wait a bit mrs. Sarucco. Wait a bit.
- Ms. Mr. S:
But I have been waiting for weeks...
Then I shall explain it one more time... The ideals of the February Strike, by
which the City of Amsterdam claims to gov..
- Ms. Mr. S:
No mister Maartensz, I am not going to talk with yo\u about that. And herewith I
say to you...
But why would you not talk about that with me? How do you define... 
- Ms. Mr. S:
...because we have spoken several times about it...
...and you do not understand it seems... 
- Ms. Mr. S: What are my responsibilities, what are my tasks, and that I cannot be of service
to you. I cannot help you. If you have a claim for dam..
But then who can? 
- Ms. Mr. S: If you have a claim for damages, send it in. To Amsterdam Town Hall. And apart
fromn that mister Maartensz you and I have NOTHING to say to each other.
- MM: That's what you think. But I don't think so. You simply had bad luck.
- Ms. Mr. S: No, you can think what you please.  We have spoken already 4 times for an
extremely long time with each other.  I have explained you a hundred times 17] that
if you have a claim for damages, mister Maartensz, send it in. The City of
Amsterdam welcomes it and it will arrive at the proper department. NOT being
Mrs. Saruccoooo.... look: My position is this: According to me - and yes, that
is a hypothesis that I cannot prove but for which I have inductuce evidence, my
landlord put heroin dealers down below  [in the "coffeeshop" for soft drugs above
which I tried to survive - MM]. Those heroin dealers, and that is not a
hypothesis but a FACT, have threatened both me and my neighbours with murder. 
- Ms. Mr. S: And you went to court about this?
- MM: I went to court for a previous example of this
[and won - MM] and I hace explained you so : My
ex-wife and I, while both being invalids, have been terrorized for THREE years
by an insane person in the studentflat where we lived and I have many tens of
times askes the Amsterdam Municipal Police from the Y Bureau to do something.
This they refused to do tens of times. I have...
- Ms. Mr. S: Excellent mister Maartensz. Then the Complaints Commitee will
be expecting your
complaint! And that is the way to do it! 
Mister Cordus [another coloured lawyer from Surinam, it seems - MM] REFUSES to accept my complains, Mrs. Sarucco...
- Ms. Mr. S: But then the the Complaints Commitee has spoken!  And the mayor conforms himself
to it.  (Apparently more and more nervous:) You make a proper complaint or you
don't make a proper complaint.
- ....if the palpable facts have been evidenced....
- Ms. Mr. S: ...you turn to the District Attorney. And furthermore I have NOTHING to say to
Mrs. Sarucco, what I say is very simple. You, Mr. Gianotte and the majority of the
Amsterdam bureaucrats refuse to do their duties and thereby my rights are being
ruined. Necessity is stronger than law, Mrs. Sarucco, and if I have to walk
through you or someone else, than I will do so.
(lat. necessitas ante rationem est)
- Ms. Mr. S: You can threat...
- MM: And if it will need to take my life then it will take my life.
- Ms. Mr. S: You can threaten as much as you like...
I am not threatening you! 
[I was thinking of the drugsdealers below me and my
drugsdealing landlord: The former
had threatened me thus: "We will murder you if
you do anything we don't like"; the
latter had me gassed in September 1988: Ms. Mr.S:
knew and understood me very well.]
- Ms. Mr. S: You...
I only clarified that real soon now I intend to visit all of the municipality of
Amsterdam. I want pictures of all those bastards. And I now have the possibility
to publish, Mrs. Sarucco.... 
[ Ms Mr. S knew VERY well I had
been gassed and threatened with murder,
and that I lived
above a drugsdealing coffeeshop - since 1988 ]
- Ms. Mr. S: You should do it! Just publish, Mr Maartensz. We spoke a lot about that too  , but
you are repeating yourself. These are repetitions. These are repetitions. [sic:
2x - MM] 
herewith the conversation is finished. 
Mrs. Sarucco, you are doing something very unwise.
- Ms. Mr. S: No I am not, mister Maartensz
I only can warn you in your own interest. You took a somewhat reasonable
position before. This time you simply do not.
- Ms. Mr. S: No, but you keep... You, you do not take a reasonable position.  And therefore
this conversation is fini...
(Very indignantly): Mrs. Sarucco, my life is being threatened! My health has
been ruined! My human rights have been ruined! And you and many tens of
Amsterdam civil servants REFUSE to lift a fing.... 
- Ms. Mr. S: ...Good aftern...
I have told you dat I find that CRIMINAL, if you understand that. 
- Ms. Mr. S: Good afternoon, good afternoon mister Maartensz
- MM: (Starts spelling) "C", "R" ...
- Ms. mr. Maureen Sarucco, black Chief of the department of "Order and Security"
of the City of Amsterdam  shuts off the phone.
P.S. august 9, 1991
Today I was informed that the last but one of the drugsdealers who have been
maintained here until the beginning of July by my landlord
CENSORED, on the
bottom floor of the house in which I live, have been arrest around one month ago
with several kiloos of heroin and cocaine.
This is the information that police-agent Lammer Takens refused to give me.
Today I also learned that the central office of the Amsterdam Municipal Police
lied to me about the rank of civil servant Lammer Takens: I thought to police
adjutant Uitdewilgen had introduced him to me as a "brigadier" but
wasn't sure and phoned the central office of the Amsterdam Municipal Police with
the information that I knew his name but wanted his rank to file a complaint,
since he refused to maintain or execute the Dutch laws, by which he had
consciously refused to maintain my human rights. The central office of the
Amsterdam Municipal Police claimed in reply he was a "hoofdagent" [much lower
ranking - MM]: I suppose this was done on purpose to make complaining more
difficult by preventing my giving an exact description of him.
P.S. As explained, this replaces the previous file for today,
that has been extended and is now on July 15.
The notes I retained all exist in Dutch, and still need
translation, but the above should be clear enough: The Amsterdam Chief
of Order and Security is a degenerate fascist terrorist protecting the
mafia, since August 8, 1991 at the very latest, and ever since.
The above has been known to Mayor and Aldermen of Amsterdam since
August 1991, and has been on line since 2003.
Nobody in Holland cares: It is not soccer, and I am just a man
standing alone, being ill: Maintaining my human rights is not on, in
Amsterdam, for the likes of me.
If I disappear or am killed, my readers
should know why: For writing the truth in Amsterdam.
P.P.S. It may be I have to stop Nederlog for a while.
The reason is that I am physically not well at all, and it seems a
heath-wave is coming, which is the type of weather I can't handle
well. I don't know yet, but if there is no Nederlog, now you know
As to ME/CFS (that I prefer to call ME):
1. Ten reasons why ME/CFS is a real disease by a professor
of medicine of Harvard.
2. Long essay by a professor emeritus of medical chemistry about
maltreatment of ME.
3. Explanation of what's happening around ME by an investigative
4. Report to Canadian Government on ME, by many medical experts.
5. Advice to psychiatrist by a psychiatrist who understands ME is an
6. English mathematical genius on one's responsibilities in the matter
of one's beliefs:
is wrong always, everywhere, and for anyone, to believe anything upon
7. A space- and computer-scientist takes a look at psychology.
8. Malcolm Hooper puts things together status 2010.
me! alas, pain, pain ever, forever!
No change, no pause, no hope! Yet I endure.
I ask the Earth, have not the mountains felt?
I ask yon Heaven, the all-beholding Sun,
Has it not seen? The Sea, in storm or calm,
Heaven's ever-changing Shadow, spread below,
Have its deaf waves not heard my agony?
Ah me! alas, pain, pain ever, forever!"
- (Shelley, "Prometheus Unbound")
"It was from this time that I developed my way of judging the
Chinese by dividing them into two kinds: one humane and one not. "
ME -Documentation and
ME - Resources
ME - Resources
needs is a Work In Progress that hasn't progressed today.
(*) Quote from the Parliamentary Van Traa Report for 1995, ONLY about
hashish and marihuana, NOT for cocain, heroin, ecstasy, speed etc. etc.
(mushrooms, LSD, mescaline, crack etc.)
en anderen (1995)
schatten de huidige jaaromzet van cannabis voor binnenlandse consumptie op 0,8 miljard, de opbrengst van de export op 1,8 miljard, die van de doorvoerhandel op 3,9 miljard
en die van de internationale handel die
buiten Nederland omgaat op 12,5
miljard gulden. De totale jaaromzet
voor heel Nederland
is daarmee 19 miljard gulden. Als hier de opbrengst van de handel in alle andere drugs
nog eens bij wordt geteld, wordt dit bedrag nog veel hoger. Handel in drugs vormt een van de
belangrijkste en snelst groeiende sectoren van de Nederlandse economie. Amsterdam neemt van deze handel een deel
voor haar rekening dat haar relatieve grootte ver te boven gaat."
Since then the euro was introduced, which turned out to buy
effectively what a guilder did, for which reason at present and
since at least 8 years the prices for soft drugs in Amsterdam are
about the same as they were in 1995 but in euroos.
One important difference between now and 1995 is that the mafia
in Amsterdam is MUCH stronger; has committed MANY more murders (that
are never solved); while also everything or almost everything now is
professional: Modern Amsterdam drugsdealers deal in drugs, period,
and no longer only or predominantly in soft drugs, though a few may
Also, the lawyers in Amsterdam can get virtually anyone arrested
for drugs, if he and she has enough money, from being legally
persecuted or at least being punished, since decades. (Virtually the only
exception may well be in jail because
kidnapped the then leader of
one of Holland's richest families, the Heineken-family,
to get his starting capital together. Checking out the last links
gives a better view of Amsterdam's criminal world.)
(**) Personally, I do not have the Amsterdam
perfections of being black, gay or female, and personally I do not
believe persons with those characteristics are any better or worse
than any other average folks - for which reason I find it morally very sick to select some careerist from such a group, and promote
him or her to the highest and best paying positions, while
pretending that thus the grievances of the members of their groups have
been fairly and squarely settled.
Also please note that in and around Amsterdam it is the same with
"Jews", such as the atheists Van Thijn and Cohen, both racially
Jewish by Goebbel's insane racial laws, but not at all in terms of
religion. However, many Amsterdam Council men and women very fondly
exclaimed, in order to promote either gentleman to mayorship, that
"Amsterdam needs a Jewish mayor" (while claiming in the next breath
they are not at all racist, how dare you).
Presumably that is also the reasons the top in Amsterdam's City
Government descends directly from the very men that helped engineer
the Nazis to do the holocaust on most Amsterdam Jews (quite a few
survivors of which I have known personally through my parents, but as "Uncle
Simon", "Uncle Gerrit" or "Uncle Herman", who survived because they
were communists who refused to register themselves as Jews
grandparents of the present supremos of Amsterdam publicly insisted
they should: They knew of German concentration-camps since 1933, just
as did the mr. David Cohen and mr. Abraham Asscher who helped the
Amsterdam Nazis e.g. by publicly insisting all Jews should register
themselves as Jews in the Town Hall. Most did, and so most were
most conveniently and bureaucratically gassed. (Mr. Abraham Asscher eventually was sent to a Dutch
concentration-camp for some form of tax evasion, and was murdered
there; mr. David Cohen survived the war and lived long after it, and
was never punished and never appeared in court, "because he and his
family had already suffered so much" - which I do not doubt for
those of his family he in fact helped rounding up by advicing them
strongly to officially register their "Jewish identity", whatever
their religion or politics, and to quietly submit to bearing the
Star of David.)
None of what I said is unknown or new; nearly all can be found in
"The Holocaust Encyclopedia" Ed. W. Laqueur, that has a more
objective and unbiased treatment of the murder of the Dutch Jews
than the Dutch managed, there being so many reputations to salvage
and protect, in Holland, and the Dutch histories having been written
by Dutch survivors with a Jewish background.
If you read Dutch, there is an excellent Ph.D. thesis about the
writing of the history of WW II:
Geschiedschrijving als opdracht (where I personally
most agree with the late Abel Herzberg).
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